There has been a lot of inner turmoil for me the past few days. I was involved in some drama on one of the ADF email lists, which convinced me finally to leave the organization. I have been struggling for the past several months with practice, meditation, and other things. I could no longer put up with intolerance of my five mental diagnoses, so I announced to Facebook that though I am still officially a member (my membership expires next year), I plan to let my membership lapse.
At this time, I plan to join OBOD, the Order of Bards, Ovates & Druids, though I am currently trying to contact the office to see if I can get materials for free because of my financial situation. I have also managed to convince my mother to go with me to the local Unitarian Universalist church and attend Sunday services there. They have a Pagan group that I would like to look into joining. Finally, I have found a local British Traditional Wicca coven called Terra and Luna, that I will contact for further information. I’m not so sure I want to go back to Wicca at this time, but I will try anything, as I’m no longer sure of my views of Deity/ies.
My world has turned upside down, but for the better.
Many blessings on your individual Path, Victoria